what to do...

currently at work right now... it's been good. had two admissions... couple meds to be given out... all of my patients are in deep sleep as of now. so sad that the computer people had finally gotten around facebook and blocked it (first it was just friendster.. now facebook too!). so.. i'm bored... no fluff friends to race, feed or pet... no updating of status message on facebook... what to do... i could only put as much brain diarrhea here as i can... i'm just getting a bit sleepy... but i don't want to give in. i want to stay awake.

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so many things going on now in my life... sometimes i don't know where to begin... i just pray that He would give me clarity of mind and lead me to the right path. i think He is trying to open new doors for me, at least letting me take a peak on it... yet, i'm still too coward to face them. but i know when the right time comes, things will happen all according to His great plan.

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Christmas is just around the corner... horacio had been saying that my gift has already been purchased! i have just been spitting out things that i want to receive... wonder what he got me... i still don't know what to get him though! i'm always last minute... well, he tells me the last minute too!! anyways.. if someone else out there is wondering what i want this christmas... here's a list (for now!):

1. kindle from amazon - for some reason being able to read a book through this just tickles my fancy.. i know sis the "fresh book smell" isn't there... am not that avid reader. besides, think about it.. i would be saving how many trees in the process! go green!!

2. wireless earphones - i have been wishing for this one.. i didn't know it exists until a friend pointed out to me that it was on a movie (i forgot the title and i forgot the actor!).

3. laptop - i want one. actually, planning on getting one myself... but if someone would be generous enough, at least give me some funds! i want to replace the bulky desktop computer at home.. i want something that is really good, with external memory for my pictures and itunes. i want to be able to bring this with me whenever i go on a vacation, instead of constantly worrying if i have enough memory on my card!

4. a nice spa package... i need one. i miss being pampered...

5. a trip somewhere (honeymoon not counted!). anywhere except within the tri-state area! i want to go away again... need to go away.

anyhoo... i have to go and check up on my patients... got.to.stay.awake.

so.. less than a year to go and i'll be marching down the aisle. although we haven't done anything much since meeting with the wedding planner. the main reason being that horacio and i had just started a new job at a new hospital and obtaining a schedule from them (horacio's schedule) is a bit hard (i think they haven't figured out who wuill precept him), but hopefully by december we'll have the ball rolling once more.
anyhoo... since planning for something that would involve more than 2 people isn't really horacio's cup of tea.. i have delegated him the task of choosing a place for our honeymoon. yes, we are already choosing a destination. my uncle is actually "giving" us the honeymoon as our gift (isn't that great??). we thought choosing a destination would be easy, since we could actually go anywhere we want.. it's not that easy.
we thought of the caribbeans... then fiji.. then thailand... then.... the list goes on. we both have realized that we are the type to enjoy a vacation more if we were to do more activities... we get bored easy.
so... now... although he's planning (deciding) on it.. we are both discussing it.
on a different note, i can't wait to try on wedding dresses!!! i think i would start crying when i put one on!! i've been so sappy lately... i don't know who to take me when i try on dresses... it really sucks my sister can't be here right now.. mom's taste is unpredictable... i don't want my bridesmaids or friends to see me in the dress before the wedding.. i can't take horacio with me... can i just hire someone who does this for a living? i don't know... maybe i'll break my own rules and bring a friend... maybe i'd go alone! ha!!

i'm rambling yet again.. just excited!! can't believe it's almost here!!!!!